LLAW’s “ALL THINGS NUCLEAR” #488 (12/22/2023)

”End Nuclear Insanity Before Nuclear Insanity Ends Humanity”

LLOYD A. WILLIAMS-PENDERGRAFT

DEC 22, 2023

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LLAW’s THOUGHTS AND COMMENTS TONIGHT:

To continue on with a bit more optimism than my pessimistic rant from last night, could it be that humanity might be rescued from our urge to annihilate ourselves? Do we know what other life is out there watching us fail? I have long felt that there is at least one, but perhaps more, similar or other human or human-like species , and of course there are many religions, sciences, philosophies, psychologies, and other human concepts tht have long believed that we are not alone.

There are lots of mindful and physical evidence that we are not alone in the universe, but do we know that whomever or whatever is out there has our best interests at heart? Or could they be looking for a planet of their own to inhabit without us and are only waiting for us to disappear into the sunset? I have some personal experiences reasons to believe that there is at least one kind of transcendent humanoid kind of life that sees some value in us and does not want to watch us destroy our own humanity. Tonight I will tell you just a little of what I believe that may well at least suspend our lemming-line path toward extinction . . . (Note that this “bearing” of the soul is linked to my decision from last night’s commentary to back away from a multitude of military, political, and scientific projects to save our collective selves, since most of it all is only perceived or imagined “what ifs”, or little more believable than describing it all in simple hopeful or wishful thinking and related fictional writings about the future of mankind. The fact is, no one knows the future and we ought to be sick and tired of living top-down propaganda-generated stories about how 30 or 50 years from now we will have succeeded in eliminating what ails us.)

Writing what I wrote last night made me feel a weakness in my own humanity that I had never felt before — at least for two full decades. It made me feel forlorn, or useless, or of no importance to my own human world. It let me know that humans cannot survive as a species without some kind of supervision from somewhere beyond what we know of the universe that we are a tiny part of.

I have, in years past, when I was studying Gnosticism and its relationships to and otherwise opposed to Christianity during which time I came to the conclusion that Christian and Muslim beliefs no longer exists without reasonable questions about authenticity, but that Gnosticism is not the perfect human future either, simply because we don’t know much about what we are talking about because, like in all religions the human hand is writing the stories. So my own concepts and thoughts are based on what they have to be: Fiction. Prophesy is fiction, plain and simple.

So the following is a summary of how my story came to be . . . Two or three times over two or three years (I do know how many, but will generalize here.) in the middle of deep sleep I imagined (or maybe actually experienced) a lovely goddess-like woman appear in my prison cell, or more accurately, a part of her, upside down penetrating, emanating, or somehow radiating through the concrete ceiling, her arms reaching down toward me, her body’s lower half hidden by the ceiling, telling me with a soft but firm English-speaking voice to learn about her and to follow her way in such a manner as the Gnostics described her. Not knowing until a couple of years later that I had no idea what she was talking about I began to write several novels about the feminine way and their desire to create a better human world. And I began to assimilate knowledge of Gnosticism and the feminine way, unsure of just what I was writing about or why until I had written six large related books, all by my own mysteriously guided hand.

After the night of Her final appearance some three years after Her first, a security guard unlocked my cell door and handed a small white, pink, and black paperback book to me, the title of which was “To Be a Woman” edited by someone named Connie Zweig. The book’s spine was broken and many pages were loose, but it seemed to be intact. The Correctional Officer said she had found it during the night lying on the concrete next to my cell door. By the end of that day I had a reasonable idea of what Gnosticism was supposed to be and how they related to the books I had written. At the end of the day I returned the book to what I assumed had been taken from the prison library, but was told by the librarian that there was no such book in the library and to just keep it.

During the following few weeks I had virtually memorized the content of the book and was amazed at how it dove-tailed with my own writings, all of which were all about Gnosticism, and then I was suddenly unexpectedly released from prison. I was thoroughly lost and confused when my attorney told me a few days later that I was no longer a prisoner, and she helped me move my belongings and my personal writings, taking them into her custody including that poor pathetic physically damaged book that had explicitly defined something to me that had never before existed as a title in my life. My lawyer had even rented an apartment for me to live. The entire episode was like a purposeful extension of that visit from an apparition that could penetrate concrete walls and speak with me.

The final time this strange visitation happened, months later, (identically in manner except the roof was not concrete), I began to pay attention, and I soon identified her as Sophia, the subject of that old broken-backed book. In later years when I had finished reading everything I could get my hands on about Sophia and what she stood for in regard to humanity, I began to feel that she was a real person reaching out to me (and maybe, for all I knew, thousands of others one at a time for her same reasons). I read all the Russian philosophy books about her, all the Gnostic stories, the “Gnostic Bible” and the “Nag Hammadi Library”, and all the mythology about her that I could find. And then I sat down and wrote about her – hundreds of pages of how and why she existed to save humanity. Her story was far from ‘divine’, but rather that of a compromised female voluntarily subjecting herself to the depths of humanity to learn what made us whatever we are, and to use her whorish experiences, derived from hubristic men of god, to learn to raise ourselves from ‘trash’ to the transcendent power of moral felicity, kindness, and togetherness that humanity was meant to be.

And then I wrote an entire novel about her, and how it was that the feminine way and higher races of humanity would eventually save us from ourselves. During my commentary last night I realized that without the help we need, we are not capable of saving our own kind, and we have proven it all by being the parasitic ruthless executioners that we are, killing off thousands of species in our wake, not to mention constantly attacking our own kind.

So from Her first visit on, I had written more books about man’s inhumanity to man, and all that writing makes up the other six modern day scenarios of novels I wrote by hand, my hand apparently being guided by a knowledge superior to my own. Yet I couldn’t find a way to end the story. I have searched for the final story since 2005, but it never came to me until I began to remember my own life’s background and my participation in the nuclear industry, and how it came to me that we were going to destroy ourselves unless someone from somewhere stepped up and forced us to become what the meaning of humanity was meant to be . . . I think now I have the final episode lodged in my brain and some of it already written — and it has to do with an unexplained power known by perhaps Einstein and Jung, and probably Tesla, and a few others, including some of it that the old-world Russian philosophers understood, and that much of the philosophical knowledge came from Sophia.

So the nuclear story will be a large part of the essence of my next book of fiction (because there is no other way to tell the story), and the others in between ‘Sweetwater’ and ‘El Nuclear Diablo’ will fill in the blanks and vacuums from what I believe radiation actually is and how it has been misunderstood from then to now and maybe on into forever. The presence of Her radiating through ceilings of concrete as if they were water has enthralled me since 2005 and that’s why I mentioned that date in my rant from last night . . . ~llaw


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  3. Nuclear War
  4. Nuclear Power Emergencies
  5. Nuclear War Threats
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TODAY’S NUCLEAR WORLD’S NEWS (12/21/2023):

All Things Nuclear

NEWS

ICBM Test May Soon Bring All of US Within North Korean Nuclear Range – VOA News

VOA News

“But there are other things that go into it as well,” such as whether it could reliably strike a far-distant target. The day Pyongyang launched the …

North Korea’s Kim Jong Un again threatens nuclear strike as he lauds troops for long-range …

FOX 13 Seattle

… all sorts of military provocations all year round.” The North’s latest … Things To Do · True Northwest · Submit your Weather Photo/Video · Pet Tricks …

North Korea Leader Warns of Nuclear Attack if Provoked | News | 2news.com

KTVN

North Korea’s leader Kim Jong Un is warning the U.S. and its allies of a nuclear attack if provoked. Facebook · Twitter · WhatsApp · SMS · Email …

Nuclear Power

NEWS

US unveils clean hydrogen plan, nuclear power role uncertain | Reuters

Reuters

That has concerned nuclear power producers looking to produce hydrogen using their virtually emissions-free electricity. Existing nuclear power is …

The National Ignition Facility Repeatedly Creates Fusion Ignition – Business Insider

Business Insider

It takes a lot of energy to power those lasers. When NIF … Right now nuclear reactors run on fission, the energy created when atoms split apart.

Second North Korean nuclear reactor appears to be using fuel, IAEA says | Reuters

Reuters

reactor at North Korea’s Yongbyon nuclear complex appears for the first time to be using atomic fuel, the U.N. nuclear watchdog said late on …

Nuclear War

NEWS

Kim Jong Un warns he is prepared to nuke the US if he is ‘provoked’ – Daily Mail

Daily Mail

But Kim told his military’s missile bureau ‘not to hesitate (launching) even a nuclear attack when the enemy provokes it with nukes,’ Pyongyang’s …

North Korea’s Kim Warns of ‘Nuclear Attack‘ if Provoked with Nukes – VOA

VOA

North Korea said this week it had tested its newest ICBM on Monday to gauge the war readiness of its nuclear forces against mounting U.S. …

North Korea’s Kim warns of ‘nuclear attack‘ if provoked with nukes | The Business Standard

The Business Standard

North Korea tested its newest ICBM on Monday to gauge the war readiness of its nuclear forces.

Nuclear Power Emergencies

NEWS

Senators Markey and Warren Call for Strong Review of Proposed Changes to Emergency …

Senator Edward Markey

… emergency response facility and nuclear power plants managed by NextEra. As a result, communities in Massachusetts and New Hampshire that live …

Nuclear War Threats

NEWS

N. Korea’s Kim threatens tit-for-tat nuke attack if ‘provoked’ | Daily Sabah

Daily Sabah

North Korean leader Kim Jong Un threatened tit-for-tat nuclear attacks if Pyongyang was ‘provoked with nukes,’ state media said Thursday. Kim’s…

Policy makers should plan for superintelligent AI, even if it never happens

Bulletin of the Atomic Scientists

The threat. Traditional existential threats like nuclear or biological warfare can directly harm humanity, but artificial superintelligence could …

Kim Jong Un Threatens Nuclear Attack on U.S. If ‘Provoked’ Following American Bomber …

MSN

… threat against the country. Kim told state media Thursday, December 21, that he would not hesitate to launch a nuclear attack on the U.S. if his …

Yellowstone Caldera

NEWS

Mapping magma chambers under the Hunga volcano before and after the 2022 eruption

Phys.org

… volcano during the eruption, leading the caldera to collapse. The … More magma found below Yellowstone Caldera than expected. Dec 5, 2022.

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